1. 960917 asked: sent it in 3 parts. let me know if you get it! :) :)

    I got it!! How the hell did you get the leak? Thank you so much, this just made my week!

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  2. Someone send me a cool anon because I’m bored and drunk.

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  3. Srsly

    Are there any girls in the state of Oregon that like pop-punk? I would like to find these girls.

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  4. Totally Random Post

    I don’t think I’ve reblogged anything or posted anything on Tumblr for a solid 5 or 6 months. I barely even check it anymore. But tonight, I felt the need to write a solid post to get my feelings into words so that I’m not going over it in my head all night, and I have no other outlet than here.

    I’m not going back to Tokyo tomorrow. It’s hitting me.

    So many little things, so many little emotions are building up on me and I have no idea how to deal with it. 

    I’ve spent the last 13 Christmases in Tokyo. Tokyo is home for me. I can picture the streets I used to walk clear as day. I can picture the route I take to Shibuya, or to Guo’s house. Random things I took for granted are making me more homesick than ever. Walking in Nogizaka, going to my favorite restaurant down in the Marunouchi district, hell, even just grocery shopping at our local store, things that I never stopped to fully appreciate are killing me because I either didn’t think I’d miss it this much, or I didn’t see myself not being able to come back. That’s what hurts the most. Thinking about totally normal, even mundane, every day activities and how familiar all of that has been in Tokyo isn’t gonna happen now. It’s no longer “I’ll go over to Yamada’s to get some snacks”. Can’t hit up the corner ramen shop. Can’t walk down the streets I’ve been walking on for 13 years to places I know and love. Can’t take the Inokashira-line to hit up Kichijoji for a bit. So many can’ts. I hate that it makes me sound like a spoiled brat, but I don’t care. 

    Tomorrow I fly to Singapore. The worst part is that I’m going through Tokyo. I have a layover in Narita. To know I could get on 2 trains and be home in 2 hours but that I can’t kills me. All I wish I could hear is “Mamonaku, Omotesando. Omotesando desu!” I wish I were coming to my house after a long flight and being able to unpack in MY room, take a shower, and get some oolong tea and kaki no tane. Unbelievable that I won’t be doing that. I’m not packing jackets for a Japanese winter. I’m not going to have a frigid New Years Eve surrounded by awesome people. Granted, I will be in super nice, warm weather, and that’ll be awesome, but at the same time…I wish I could experience one of those gray Tokyo days where the wind is a little nippy. I complained about those kinds of days all the time, but I want nothing more than to be able to complain about them again. 

    Our tree has been in the same corner of our house each Christmas. Coming home from wherever and being able to see it lit up in our window always gave me a sense of comfort. If the lights were on, I knew somebody was home. This year…who knows. I haven’t even seen the house my parents live in. I won’t be coming out Christmas morning to get my stocking hanging beneath our map and going back to my room to open it. This is so weird. I hate that it’s all coming down on me now. 

    I’m excited for new experiences in a new country, but just thinking back to last Christmas, I didn’t know I wouldn’t be back in Tokyo. My parents had already been talking about moving, somehow I thought it would take a little longer. Maybe next year I can convince my parents to let me stay a couple days in Tokyo on my way to Singapore or something. That would be awesome. I didn’t think I’d be going through Tokyo, but to know it’s possible gives me hope. 

    I can’t think of much else to write now. I feel somewhat better writing all this. At the same time I’m just thinking about it more than ever so it sucks. I’m going forward with my head up high looking forward to new experiences, but goddamn I wish I were going home.

    1 year ago  /  1 note

  5. Wait…I’m 99.9% sure this is in Japan…meaning I was at this acoustic in-store! Aw hell yeah.

    Wait…I’m 99.9% sure this is in Japan…meaning I was at this acoustic in-store! Aw hell yeah.

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  6. Yeah so…she just casually plopped herself down one my lap. I’m okay with that.

    Yeah so…she just casually plopped herself down one my lap. I’m okay with that.

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  7. Set Your Goals absolutely killed it last night in Tokyo! I got one of Mike’s drumsticks and later had him sign it, so yeah, I’m pretty pumped about that.

    Set Your Goals absolutely killed it last night in Tokyo! I got one of Mike’s drumsticks and later had him sign it, so yeah, I’m pretty pumped about that.

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